okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

its good

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

ahnaf abrar

much more tactility

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

autonomy of learning

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

so the method has to be autonomous

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

its performative

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

no like which do people call me

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

bro i read nothing in my life


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

send link

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i was tempted to lie about my name

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.