there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Today I felt like starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

that looks like my instagram account

autonomy of learning

so at the end

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

not their contents

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so the method has to be autonomous

Thank you, Jack

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

like first name

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

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but really the thing should be autonomous