it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
but really the thing should be autonomous
Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.
god being the centre magnet
bro i read nothing in my life
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
your feed looks like my tumblr
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
feel you
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
what do you think my name is
i really havent
ion
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf