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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

much more tactility

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

hiding from the rain

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so at the end

i have read not even 1 book

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

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propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

really i want the internet

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

so the method has to be autonomous

send your tumblr

as in

not their contents

wait what is that