Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

but i respect your search

no longer writing in the third person

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

is this you as well

or never left

i have read not even 1 book

like first name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

magnetises a pin

isaac

its good

much more tactility

god being the centre magnet

its good short few pages

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

no like which do people call me

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

lol

i love it here

and the fake qualifier

all that is to say

It Will Get Lighter

its performative

its good

that looks like my instagram account

thank you

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.