we need to be deconstructing our identities


theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

yes

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08


wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Better Lift

which magnetises chains of pins

is this you as well


yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

like magnets

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike