lol yea

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

in a post. I want to be remembered

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It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

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The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i understand

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

lol

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

god being the centre magnet

whats your name?

was it worth it

i really havent

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ion

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

send link

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

it is hopeful

much more tactility

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

autonomy of learning

fw