theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

hello reader,

like first name

yeah

so at the end

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

feel you

i love it here

its performative

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

plato

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i was tempted to lie about my name

sorry i am texting like a slav

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

propensity within someone

i want to do that too

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

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no i haven't really read anything

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so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

ahnaf abrar

i really havent

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

was it worth it

abrar?

the site i am dreaming

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

idk

"Put a blanket."