I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

so the method has to be autonomous

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

ion

no i haven't really read anything

we can only engage in such a way

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

its good short few pages

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

isaac newton

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

god being the centre magnet

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"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so at the end

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

as in

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

in a post. I want to be remembered

what do you mean

what do you think my name is

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Can I see