"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

you cannot feed someone truth

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13, H, grate

It Will Get Lighter

propensity within someone

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

yes

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

or never left

all that is to say

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

idk

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

god being the centre magnet

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Rain, starting

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

abrar?

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me