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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i have read not even 1 book

we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

not their contents

no longer writing in the third person


Rain, starting



the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no like which do people call me

abrar?

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

so the method has to be autonomous

i dont understand magnetisation

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

its good short few pages

ahnaf abrar

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

have you read

i love it here