a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Picture

It Will Get Lighter

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"Put a blanket."

no i haven't really read anything

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

idk

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i understand

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

the site i am dreaming

in a post. I want to be remembered

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

really i want the internet