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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
currently
god being the centre magnet
like first name
or never left
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
we can only engage in such a way
its good
so the method has to be autonomous
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
that looks like my instagram account
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
which magnetises chains of pins
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
no longer writing in the third person
"Put a blanket."
in a post. I want to be remembered