ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it is hopeful

currently

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Rain, starting

IWGD

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

god being the centre magnet

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

as in

its performative