Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
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so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
ahnaf abrar
is this you as well
we need to be deconstructing our identities
as in
lol yea
so an active mazelike process
not their contents
feel you
all that is to say
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i really havent
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
yeah
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos