lol

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


It Will Get Lighter


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

13, H, grate

is this you as well

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

...

Today I felt like starting

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i dont understand magnetisation

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

hiding from the rain

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

its performative

Better Lift

this will be about a slug

what do you mean

isaac

we need to be deconstructing our identities