Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i really havent

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

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