but really the thing should be autonomous
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Today I felt like starting
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
magnetisation/form