ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like magnets

like first name

isaac newton

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

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Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

was it worth it

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

so the method has to be autonomous

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

the site i am dreaming

ahnaf abrar

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

its performative

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Lift Analysis

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.