this will be about a slug

December 2025

your feed looks like my tumblr

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

It Will Get Lighter



Today I felt like starting

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

no i haven't really read anything

magnetisation/form

we need to be deconstructing our identities

lol yea

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i have read not even 1 book

...

Thank you, Jack

you have a beautiful account btw

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

whats your name?

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Thank you, Jack

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Can I see

kind of mythopoesis

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

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you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.


Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15