no i haven't really read anything

no longer writing in the third person

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Better Lift

Worse Lift

i have read not even 1 book

so an active mazelike process

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

barren land

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

I am below everything.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

idk

i understand

It Will Get Lighter

isaac

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

lol

It Will Get Lighter

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

so the method has to be autonomous