but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Rain, starting

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

yes

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

but really the thing should be autonomous

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i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

is this you as well

its good short few pages

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i want to do that too

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone truth

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46