A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.
propensity within someone
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Better Lift
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
so the method has to be autonomous
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
division of reality is straying away from it
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
its good
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
so an active mazelike process
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
i understand
yeah
i dont understand magnetisation
barren land
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
plato
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
what do you think my name is
whats your name?
hiding from the rain
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.