After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

but really the thing should be autonomous

i see a website

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Better Lift

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Picture

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

"Put a blanket."

IWGD

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so at the end

much more tactility