it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

its good

as in

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

division of reality is straying away from it

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too

plato

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

no i haven't really read anything

isaac

its good short few pages

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

what do you think my name is

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav

is this you as well

you cannot feed someone truth

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like magnets

isaac newton

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.