the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only." 
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god being the centre magnet

It Will Get Lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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like magnets

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

and the fake qualifier

division of reality is straying away from it

i have read not even 1 book

but i respect your search

you cannot feed someone truth

idk

so the method has to be autonomous

yes

Thank you, Jack

like first name

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its good short few pages

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

what do you think my name is

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

It Will Get Lighter