Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

13, H, grate

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

it is hopeful

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

division of reality is straying away from it

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

all that is to say

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

so the method has to be autonomous

currently

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now