The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully
and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
this will be about a slug
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we
watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the
bank.
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building.
He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator
consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
But seriously, thank you, Jack
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
Overall meaning: The dream seems to
explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed
opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to
acknowledge, release, or transform them.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
It Will Get Lighter
