i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so an active mazelike process

yes

Thank you, Jack

It Will Get Lighter

feel you

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

abrar?

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

that looks like my instagram account

like first name

ahnaf abrar

isaac newton

i want to do that too

or never left

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

its good

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

you cannot feed someone truth

Lift Analysis

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.