Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

no longer writing in the third person

is this you as well

was it worth it

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

barren land

abrar?

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i have read not even 1 book

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

isaac

so an active mazelike process

so at the end

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

autonomy of learning

currently

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

was it worth it

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Better Lift

i understand

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.


stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Picture

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

yeah

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

division of reality is straying away from it