with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It Will Get Lighter

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.


"Put a blanket."

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

currently

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

no like which do people call me

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its performative

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Lift Analysis

lol yea

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

so an active mazelike process

much more tactility

all that is to say

you cannot feed someone truth

so the method has to be autonomous

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

we want to live the knowledge too live the content