Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

this will be about a slug

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

...

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

I Write Goodbye Letter

It Will Get Lighter


...

Slug

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.


not so on: yvf(wthw)

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone truth

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

the site i am dreaming

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

ion


propensity within someone

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ahnaf abrar

i want to do that too

"Put a blanket."