It Will Get Lighter

this will be about a slug

wait what is that

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

December 2025

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i really havent

Slug

no longer writing in the third person


  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

I am below everything.

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting 

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Rain, starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

in a post. I want to be remembered

its good

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?