with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

as in

division of reality is straying away from it

i love it here

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

like first name

abrar?

it is hopeful

IWGD

what do you mean


Style

was it worth it

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time