mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

what do you mean

and the fake qualifier

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

was it worth it

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Slug

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you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

2 (actually index). two is company

no longer writing in the third person

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Worse Lift

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.