to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

division of reality is straying away from it

i have read not even 1 book

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

so the method has to be autonomous

as in

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

but really the thing should be autonomous

not their contents

autonomy of learning

is this you as well

propensity within someone

like magnets

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

isaac newton

which magnetises chains of pins

much more tactility


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

barren land

magnetisation/form

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities