nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
the site i am dreaming
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We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
i really havent
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
so an active mazelike process
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.