so the method has to be autonomous

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

IWGD

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

13, H, grate

It Will Get Lighter

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

currently

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

as in

magnetisation/form

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Today I felt like starting

you cannot feed someone truth

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

barren land

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Rain, starting