Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Thank you, Jack

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

wait what is that

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

was it worth it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

all that is to say

which magnetises chains of pins

that looks like my instagram account

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

yeah

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

is this you as well

send link

i love it here

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

I Write Goodbye Letter


They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

plato


lol yea

i was tempted to lie about my name

its good

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i understand

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