1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

lol

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

abrar?

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

its good

isaac

plato

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

thank you

yeah

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

is everyoneback on tumblr now

or never left

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i want to do that too

what do you mean

bro i read nothing in my life

feel you

isaac newton

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

have you read

its good

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

idk

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

you cannot feed someone truth