the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Style

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so the method has to be autonomous

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

we can only engage in such a way

autonomy of learning

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

all that is to say

It Will Get Lighter

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fw

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

currently

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

13, H, grate

idk

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

IWGD