okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

as in

feel you

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

its good

i understand

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

whats your name?

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

isaac

no longer writing in the third person

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

which magnetises chains of pins

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

you cannot feed someone truth

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

abrar?

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

no like which do people call me

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.