There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls


mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Today I felt like starting

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

no longer writing in the third person

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Better Lift

no i haven't really read anything

your feed looks like my tumblr

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

that looks like my instagram account


stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

feel you

this will be about a slug

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

which magnetises chains of pins

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

bro i read nothing in my life

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good

is this you as well