I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


god being the centre magnet

feel you

i understand

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

2 (actually index). two is company

whats your name?


think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

what do you mean

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

as in

its good short few pages

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

magnetises a pin

Thank you, Jack

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

not their contents

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

its good

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