We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a
pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim
silhouettes of
the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to
light. She doesn't know.
i have read not even 1 book
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes. The conversation
drifts to the pleasantness of warm lighting and whether anyone needs a smart
home. I interrupt her to make a joke about the French Raj as he runs up the
causeway. We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
bro i read nothing in my life
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
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Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the
point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and
gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I
put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her.
I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to
him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a
comment about having never seen someone like him before.
I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and
bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man
comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.
i dont understand magnetisation
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
