like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a post. I want to be remembered

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Rain, starting

as in

i have read not even 1 book

the site i am dreaming

really i want the internet

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

propensity within someone

abrar?

so at the end

you have a beautiful account btw

lol yea

you cannot feed someone truth

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.