"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I am below everything.

much more tactility

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

what do you think my name is

magnetisation/form

its performative

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

not their contents

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i want to do that too

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

god being the centre magnet

have you read

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

yeah

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

is this you as well

"Put a blanket."