it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

hiding from the rain

Style

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Better Lift

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

idk

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

all that is to say

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i really havent

Picture

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Today I felt like starting

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

and the fake qualifier

and the fake qualifier

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

have you read

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

isaac

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf