part of an old note. It will get lighter.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

much more tactility

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

that looks like my instagram account

fw

and the fake qualifier

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

we can only engage in such a way

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

lol

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

December 2025


in a post. I want to be remembered

yeah

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

IWGD

wait what is that

I Write Goodbye Letter

all that is to say

it is hopeful

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting