nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

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Better Lift

"Put a blanket."

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so the method has to be autonomous

hiding from the rain

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its performative

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

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brb i will read and reply sincerely

IWGD

Worse Lift

not their contents

but i respect your search

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

really i want the internet

all that is to say

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

much more tactility

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

no i haven't really read anything